My Fear

Have you ever in love with someone deeply, and you know deep down inside there's a big possibily that you won't be with him? or her? I guess you all do have......

For another "shit-happens" again..... My karma is haunting again by giving me this one man, which I'm in love tottaly now. I'm in love again.... and this one I'm pretty sure that I can't be with him.... Another sad story about my love life..... The differences between us..... Though I feel all the things I want with him... The happiness that I'm longing to have... All the laughters with him..... and all the tears I keep for him.... Somehow know I realized, that this is too heavy for me... I'm scared to have this relationship... Scared of loosing...but you know that one day you'll loose him....

I don't ask for a perfect person.... I only ask for someone who can understands me and take me as I am.... This man is perfect for me.... He is all I want.... But... there's just "but".... and I gues you all know what is that "but"... We've been through many things... All I want is just happiness with him, but then again we have to fight for it... It's a long way journey...

In the end, if we couldn't be together.... at least I know that I have a wonderful memories with him....