Saturday, March 10, 2007

Kamu... kapan??

weekend yang indah....uppss.. bokek maksudnya... keqkeqkeq. di rumah aja, nonton tran tv *tahu donk acaranya apaan*. tadi si sepupu gue, madam P, ngajak nonton midnight di PIM. katanya sih di sms ama LS, buat nonton 'jakarta undercover'. pengen tapi bokek, gak juga sih, secara besok gue ada acara kawinan juga gitu loh.....

now... berkaitan 'kawinan', bener banget pasti ada pertanyaan 'kam...kapan?'. Dugh, yak maknyak, tabungan aja belum ada, walaupun pacar udah ada juga *love you hunny*, tapi kalau kawin gak ada duit juga percuma kali bang yeee....

Tadi pagi di jemput ama miss M, sepupu dari bokap, ditelpon pagi2 jam 6.30, dibangunin tepatnya. Omigod, sumprit, gue cape abis. Abis begadang yak, kurang tidur, wajar donk lah yah... Hehehehe.. *piss* ya udah, dengan baju seadanya dan rambut seadanya, berangkatlah kami berdua ke acara kawinan saudara di daerah menteng situ. Nyampe sana, udah rame, pada cantik2, cuman gue ama sepupu gue doank yang masih berantakan, tapi MAK, nyokap gue belum ada dengan baju gue! *mulai panik mode on*. Lalu rapat mendadak dengan yang empunya acara, secara gue juga jarang yak datang ke meeting.... hekhekhekhek.....

Setelah endebrei endebrai endecrut, gue ma ama sepupu gue, Miss M, diharuskan untuk di make up dan dikonde.... STOP KONDE!!! bukannya gue gak menentang perkondean, tapi pake konde itu koq ribed banget yah? Walaupun ada konde modern juga, paling ribed ama sasakannya itu loh. Dengan rayuan yang mangstap bin asyik, gue bisa gak dikonde. Mak, sepupu gue mau dikonde, ya olo, rambut loe tuh yeee.. rambut dibondol abis minta dikonde. Hekhekhekhek..... Alhasil doi pake hair pieces ampe 6! Bayangin untuk bikin konde modern ala ulet-ulet menari, doi pake hair piece banyak oi!

Make up ok, rambut ok, ampe detik2 akad nikah baju gue belum dateng juga! *mulai panik banget mode on*. Untung disaat2 panik gue mulai mencapi klimaks, mak gue dtg dengan pesanan-pesanan gue. Bodo deh ancur baju gue, yang penting gue ada di saat2 yang diinginkan.. hekhekhek...

Detik2 ijab kabul.... pacar sms... makin terharu tapi gak boleh nangis, tapi semuanya pada meweq, kecuali gue ama sepupu gue pastinya. Hekhekhek.... akhirnya lewat juga semuanya dengan baik. *Moga2 mba Ami dan mas heru jadi keluarga yang sakinah dan bahagia selalu!*

Sebenarnya yang gue mau highlight sih bukan kawinannya, tapi yah setelah apa yang terjadi itu pasti banyak yang nanya, "kamu...kapan?". Gue ma sepupu gue sih akhir2 ini cuman bilang, "yah, capek deh.....". Gak sopan? Bodo amat akh! Cape juga kali ditanyain gitu mlulu. Emang sih beban berat banget di keluarga kalau blm married ampe umur 25, secara semuanya menikah mudaaa gggiitttuu.... lewat 25, diwanti2 bakalan gak kawin, kayaknya tante gue yang gak married2 ampe sekarang. yah, gak gitu juga kalli yah. Banyak yang bilang, kita terlalu cinta me pekerjaan, yah wajar sih menurut gue. tapi sepupu gue abis beli mobil, tabungan abis donk, gue tabungan masih on and off, yah gak yakin aja gitu bisa married secepatnya. malu ama mak babe gue yang married pake duit sendiri. Yah, kurang lebih sih gitu.... Hekhekhekhek.....

Dugh, udah akh gue harus tidur, besok harus pagi nih bangun, buat resepsinya.... hekhekhek... muach!

Kamu.... kapan? - yah, capekkk deeehhh......

Friday, March 09, 2007

Gak mandi tetep cantik? Hehehehe....

rumah lama yang dulu sempet gue tinggalin,, akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk kembali kesini walaupun masih kadang terasa pahitnya, but hey, I have to move on, dan gue menyadari hal itu koq.

topik pembukaan di awal post ini apa yah? mending cerita pengalaman 2 hari di kantor gak pulang, gak mandi *bukan maksud jorok yah, tapi gue ganti pantyshield koq*.

Jadi begini ceritanya bapak-bapak dan ibu-ibu sekalian, khan ceritanya boss M dan Boos R mau pergi ke Hong Kong untuk World Premiere film kita yang paling baru. Ceritanya sih film itu harusnya udah launch bulan ini, tetapi entah karena kesibukan ke-2 boss gue itu akhirnya jadwalnya mundur jauh sekali. Lalu dapet deh undangan ke Hong Kong yang kononnya market jualannya disana lebih tinggi daripada festival2 film di asia pada umumnya. Kemudian meeting dan deadline yang saling mengejar-mengejar terutama dari pihak Hong Kongnya yang kayaknya udah sabar banget nunguin gue yang mundur terus deadlinenya, karena design poster belum jadi. Untung jadi sebelum deadline terakhir *thank You Amy Li*.

Kemudian boss M minta gue menghubungi beberapa orang festivalnya untuk mengatur akomodasi mereka disana. Wah, koq yah semakin kesini semakin banyak tambahan yah, well, let's skip it dan langsung dimana gue gak pulang karena harus nongkrongin komputer dan materi2 promo yang filenya segede apaan tau, udah gitu harus dikirim lwat internet ke hong kong. Yap, disini nih bangian serunya.

Sore hari waktu boss M konfirmasi akan bikin publikasi khusus di Hong Kong sana, gue langsung telpon festivalnya donk, ngobrol deh sama Ms. M, dan email-emailan sama Ms. F, ternyata publikasi disana udah tutup dan kalau kita mau nyerahin materi promo deadlinenya itu tanggal 9 (BO! itu hari ini!). Otak mikir keras banget, secara itu tanggal 8, gimana caranya yah file2 segede itu nyampe tanpa di"corrupt", selain itu juga ada penambahan2 yang gue gak tahu mesti ngerjainnya gimana karena gue gak bisa pake freehand!! *ada yang bisa ngajarin?*

Thank you very very much buat oknum B yang RELA datang dari Gading ke kantor gue yang indah ini di selatan, ujan-ujanan, demi ngerjain dan nambahin kata2 yang 3 baris doank. Mana harusnya gue yang traktir, malah dia yang nraktir! Ntar gue traktir loe yak boss, mau di Sushi Groove aja gak? Hahahaha! Thank you juga buat kekasih hatiku yang udah mau nemenin gue dari jam 6 sore ampe jam 6 pagi gak tidur, ikutan melototin komputer. I love you too very much hun!

The good news are filenya "nyampe" di Hong Kong dengan baik... fiuh.... Sekarang tinggal nunggu jadwal flight yang harusnya sih dibook dari pihak festivalnya. Tapi entah yah, gue cukup bingung dengan pihak Hong Kongnya. Btw Thx Ms. Mandi Ng for letting me send the letters on Moday. I owe you a big one. Well, that's a wrap for today!

Friday, February 09, 2007

loosing it

i don't really get it now. I'm loosing it. I'm loosing my confidence and my comfort....
I'm lost.. I need help, though I have a boyfriend, but still I realized that sumthin' is missing... and I don't know what is that....

Monday, January 15, 2007

my friend's wedding day

Yesterday was a chaoz for me....not that chaoz... But... Oh... Well, actually everything I planned was ruined.... As usual, because I miscalculated the time, Dugh! So stupid!

So, yesterday I had 2 wedding invitations, both are my ex-teacher-mates in CLC. Neneg held her partu in the afternoon, and the other one, Eny, held hers in the evening. But in the morning, I supposed to attaned this movie premiere with my man. The movie was "Blood Diamond", starred by Leonardo Do Caprio as Danny Archer and Djimon Hounsou as Solomon Vandy.... and the story goes...

In the morning, I called my cousin whether she wanted me to drop her at my other cousin's place before me and my man went to EX. So around 8.25 am, we went... Fisrt, I picked up my man near his house, (I love you!..:P), then went to my other cousin's place to drop my cousin. Afterwards me and my man went to EX. Not forgetting I aslo broght my blouse which I thought that I would use that to attend Neneng's weeding day. We arrived at EX around 10am, and straight to the theater.... met some friends.... and around 10.15am the studio opened and 10.30, the movie started. Here was my mistakes. I thought the film would be finished around 12... damn, it was finished almost 12.30.... and not forgetting meeting some friends (again), and it made me think, I couldn't go to the weeding because it would be verrrryyy late.... so, I decided not to go... So sorry Neneng, I know I promised you to go, but really sorry.....

My Mom already reminded me to go home fast because yesterday was my bother's birthday.... "Hey bro, happy 20th birthday!". ... but guess what... mom, dad, and bro went out for lunc, just there of them! Oh.. poor me... hixhixhix.... Enuff of that! I met again with my cousins..... and bla bla bla bla.... we went home!

I miss my bed time so much so I decided yesterdat to sleep again while waiting for my mom to get back from curch before I go to my last party... I mean my friend's wedding.... GOSH! Guess again..... no... I did go there.... but sssooooo late... luckily everybody still there.... :)..... and I got some pictures too!!



this is eny and her beloved husband...



windy and the adorable Dhika.... he has anggi's face for sure



my ex-teachers-mate.... miss you guys... really looking forward to meet you guys again :)... love you all!



i really do miss you.... we used to have good times together.... remember Shaggy's concert?? :)...
I miss those times....



Monday, January 08, 2007

That's IT!

SHIT! I had it! I had enough of you!
I respected you, woman! Because he used to love you and I'm still feeling guilty about that!
I never mentioned your name or even your e-mail!!!!! But you just did something that was so hurting me!
I never called you bitch, but you did! I defended you in front him, because he didn't want to see you again!
You never knew what I did for you! I tried so many times to convinced him to get back to you!
But it's his choice not to! So don't mess with me, girl! But you did! So, here I go...

You biatch! What you wrote in your sms to me was so bullshit! You twisted the fact that you're the one who's not there for him! You're the one who abandoned him! I told you several fucking times, that I didn't know about you from the beginning! And I did break up with that stupid boy becayse he made my pocket empty!!! read the blog carefully biatch! or should I read it for you?
Here... I put it here!

[Yup, I'm in love with a guy that I really feel can complete mylife.....
Not long after I met him, I decided to end my relationship with my boyfriend.
Because I don't want to hurt him longer and also have a boyfriend like that really empty my pocket....]
dated Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Now can you read that?

So what if he's happy with me now? Jealous because you couldn't make him happy? That's your problem!
I love him the way he is and I never demand anything for him except for his honesty...
I always listened to what he wants to say and try no to be so selfish like what you did to him!
I never complaintabout his past, like you did!
I never compared him to another guy, like you did!
I always trust him, but you didn't!

I was really offended of your sayings in your blog: [so horny and can't stay single?]
what's up with you, biatch? You and your own judgement...... I can't belive you could say something like that..

As I said before... I respected you and I know you hate me... But I never called you BITCH!!! And why did you have to do that? and why did you have to put my e-mail address in your blog? You expected somebody will e-mail me to go fug me? Damn bitch! I respected your privacy and I never, not even once, try to make fun of you!
But you just did it... you just ruined that respect and privacy....

So, Vira or Vla, vlara_croft@yahoo.com, or whoever you are.... Try to see again what had happened in the past with you two before you start to blame everybody? By the way, he did show up to your house, remember? Or it was his spirit that went there? DUGH!
That's IT!

SHIT! I had it! I had enough of you!
I respected you, woman! Because he used to love you and I'm still feeling guilty about that!
I never mentioned your name or even your e-mail!!!!! But you just did something that was so hurting me!
I never called you bitch, but you did! I defended you in front him, because he didn't want to see you again!
You never knew what I did for you! I tried so many times to convinced him to get back to you!
But it's his choice not to! So don't mess with me, girl! But you did! So, here I go...

You biatch! What you wrote in your sms to me was so bullshit! You twisted the fact that you're the one who's not there for him! You're the one who abandoned him! I told you several fucking times, that I didn't know about you from the beginning! And I did break up with that stupid boy becayse he made my pocket empty!!! read the blog carefully biatch! or should I read it for you?
Here... I put it here!

[Yup, I'm in love with a guy that I really feel can complete mylife.....
Not long after I met him, I decided to end my relationship with my boyfriend.
Because I don't want to hurt him longer and also have a boyfriend like that really empty my pocket....]
dated Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Now can you read that?

So what if he's happy with me now? Jealous because you couldn't make him happy? That's your problem!
I love him the way he is and I never demand anything for him except for his honesty...
I always listened to what he wants to say and try no to be so selfish like what you did to him!
I never complaintabout his past, like you did!
I never compared him to another guy, like you did!
I always trust him, but you didn't!

I was really offended of your sayings in your blog: [so horny and can't stay single?]
what's up with you, biatch? You and your own judgement...... I can't belive you could say something like that..

As I said before... I respected you and I know you hate me... But I never called you BITCH!!! And why did you have to do that? and why did you have to put my e-mail address in your blog? You expected somebody will e-mail me to go fug me? Damn bitch! I respected your privacy and I never, not even once, try to make fun of you!
But you just did it... you just ruined that respect and privacy....

So, Vira or Vla, vlara_croft@yahoo.com, or whoever you are.... Try to see again what had happened in the past with you two before you start to blame everybody? By the way, he did show up to your house, remember? Or it was his spirit that went there? DUGH!

Thursday, December 14, 2006

my dear R.A.T

I saw Robin last night
On a small tube
It was so small
Fragile and unshaped
My Robin with him...

I saw Robin with my eyes
With his eyes....
Our Robin...

Suddenly regretness filled me
I cried a lot
I screamed in my heart
I want my Robin....

But I know...
I can't
We can't.....

Forgive me, God
Forgive us...
Our sweet Robin....