my dear R.A.T

I saw Robin last night
On a small tube
It was so small
Fragile and unshaped
My Robin with him...

I saw Robin with my eyes
With his eyes....
Our Robin...

Suddenly regretness filled me
I cried a lot
I screamed in my heart
I want my Robin....

But I know...
I can't
We can't.....

Forgive me, God
Forgive us...
Our sweet Robin....