it happens (again)

Yap!!! Gue ngekost donk sekarang... I live on my own now... It's hard to belive though, but it's true!!! Gue ke kantor juga sekarang naik bis, dan guess what... I have a boy friend now!!! But it happens again, the same story like last year... Over and over again... but how? why? we are different in our basic.... and guess what, I fall in love with him... Though he's still a mystery man for me... So many things that I need to be sure that he really loves me...

It's been a week now, and everyday I met him... I shared my loneliness, happiness, and stories with him... In 1 week, I almost know everything about him.... and the way he expresses his feelings for me.... damn! I love him a lot! It's hard to belive that I have a boyfriend now... Why? Because really I didn't expect him to say "yes, I like you... bla bla bla...".. Really??? YAP!!! It happened a week ago in my car, when I asked him about "us".... what are we?? then BANG!!!! He just said that..... and really reallly really I couldn't belive it that I have a boy friend!!! He came to my office everyday... We went together.... He showed me his world which so new to me.... I learnt how to take a bus, and everything.... Though that sounded simple. but for me it was really an exciting things.... I'm exploring everything... New things and I'm doing it with him... I just don't know what to say or to do anymore to share my happines...

But still though... I need to prepare for the sad part.... Dugh!!!

Last but not least... I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!!! I LOVE YOU TOKU!!!!

not a good day

hari ini koq ngerasa not really a good day yah??? i wonder why...., but at least I've finished everything, except the website thingy.... dugh.....

wanna go home...

yesterday finally I wne to HRC, because the last time I went there was like more than a year ago...huuhuhhuh... really miss that place... I went there because of my good friends were there, so thought why not meeting them while I can... hehehee.... It was an event of "5.9 skala richter, a charity event for Jogjakarta dan surroundings". It was a cool event.. and i liked it!!!! hheheheheeee....... Anyway, I had fun last night :)...

Sorry about the short entry, didn't feel like wanna write a lot... huwhuwhuwhuw...

finally.....

gue sakit.... akhirnya gue beneran sakit... pas banget di tanggal yang menyebalkan ini, di tanggal 6 bulan 6 dan pastinya tahun 2006.... disingkat jadi 6.6.6.. di hape gue siy tanggalannya begitu... isn't it suck??? 1/2 jam lagi menjelang jam 12 niy.... huuffffhhh..... dan gue masih aja gak enak badan.... keringetan gak jelas.... entah yah....

hari ini banyak banget flash backnya.... gila, gue ampe gila.. ampe keluar di mimpi gue.... entah yah?? gue jadi bingung sendiri.... dang.....

kata nyokap, gue sempet demam agak tinggi, mungkin itu yang menyebabkan gue agak gila mimpinya... mimpi aneh2 aja... hufffhhhh....

yap, gue akui banget hari ini... gue kesepian...... sangat sepi...... this is not me anymore.... I just don't understand me anymore...... Akhirnya gue cape juga... dan sakit.... Tapi besok, harus mulai lagi dari awal.... semuanya mulai lagi......